[00:00.000] 作词 : Kenyatta Fudge
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kenyatta Fudge
[00:16.096]Aria Made This
[00:17.690]Life get hard but you gotta keep it pushin'
[00:20.103]I've been on the edge and everybody overlookin'
[00:22.351]Nobody gave me a hand out these niggas be fanned out
[00:24.705]Tryna let me down because they don't like the way I stand now
[00:26.986]I still feel it raining when it's sun in the sky
[00:29.165]Just keep it 99 plus 1 why you lie
[00:31.494]How you tell me that you love me
[00:32.699]You weren't there when it got gritty
[00:33.799]Life a b***h and then you die well shit I'm taking this b***h with me
[00:36.312]Play with my emotions that's the rеason why you lost me
[00:38.351]I'm the one that handеd you the right so how'd you cross me
[00:41.002]I can feel these demons on my body get 'em off me
[00:42.819]She said I was dub now I'm up she feeling salty
[00:45.465]Winning and I won't stop we was in a cold spot
[00:47.945]Momma in the kitchen lighting cigs off of the stovetop
[00:50.198]Tryna get my soul rider I'll wait for this my whole life
[00:52.465]I'ma die trying before I see another cold night
[00:54.682]Hard to find somebody with a heart like mine
[00:56.743]Put my all into a person and they waste my time
[00:59.074]I've been tryna stay strong lord show me a sign
[01:01.370]Cause I've been lying to myself saying it's gon' be fine
[01:03.719]And it's rainin' it's pourin'
[01:06.677]I'm outside and it's stormin', on me
[01:09.618]But it's gon' be alright life get hard sometimes
[01:13.040]Better live your life cause they gon' hate on you regardless
[01:15.625]Love bring pain so it's better to be heartless
[01:17.931]Tryna keep it pushin' can't go back to when I started
[01:20.128]The weak don't survive so I gotta be smartest
[01:22.247]And they've been sleeping on me
[01:24.080]People who I trust been speaking on me
[01:26.252]I can feel all these demons on me
[01:28.718]Lord please take it easy on me
[01:31.855]Had to throw my heart away it's ****ing up my vision
[01:33.727]I can see through all this hate that's why I gotta keep my distance
[01:35.991]Always got something to say but never take the time to listen
[01:38.437]They love judging my decisions but don't live the life I'm living
[01:40.758]Remember they was startin' us they ain't want no part of us
[01:43.347]Now they say knew I was gon' make it cause my dollars up
[01:45.704]Every time it's by the book the only time they give a ****
[01:47.782]Ain't nobody get me out of that jam when I was feeling stuck
[01:50.153]Give me my space please
[01:51.984]'Member when I said lord take me, away from all the hatred
[01:55.142]I know you built me strong but I don't know if I can take it
[01:57.574]Running for my fans but it's the only thing I'm facing
[02:00.021]Chasing all of my dreams
[02:01.632]Wrong people told me all the right things
[02:03.806]Cause I wanted to hear it, fake love don't wanna be near it
[02:06.904]Feel the devil tryna break my spirit
[02:08.668]I thought I was done with that, harborin' in the field
[02:11.190]Then keep running back to the ones who did me dirty and hurt me
[02:14.423]Same ones always need some so they turn to me
[02:16.836]How they think it's sweet when they the people who deserted me
[02:18.954]Know that I go missing but I'm taking time to heal
[02:21.077]If I tell you that I love you, you already know the deal
[02:23.155]Even if we barely speak just know I think about you still but life just got real
[02:27.120]Better live your life cause they gon' hate on you regardless
[02:29.451]Love bring pain so it's better to be heartless
[02:31.779]Tryna keep it pushin' can't go back to when I started
[02:33.932]The weak don't survive so I gotta be smartest
[02:36.336]And they've been sleeping on me
[02:37.795]People who I trust been speaking on me
[02:40.212]I can feel all these demons on me
[02:42.476]Lord please take it easy on me