I'm spinning aimlessly, the ground is gone from under my feet, My mind's racing, I don't know if it's a nightmare anymore Or if it's reality, I look at everything and nothing makes sense, the light no longer shines, everything is black and white, Every second is a war inside me, I feel broken, lost in time, Losing my fucking mind, On the edge, I don't know where I'll end up. The days go by like ghosts, I'm screaming, but no one can hear me, I'm losing control and I don't know how to get out. I keep going, but it feels like I'm standing still, I try to find myself, but all I see are ashes, Eyes tired from searching for answers, I look up at the sky, but darkness surrounds me, Hope dissolves, and doubt envelops me. The words die before they come out, My mind in pieces, my heart on fire, I just wanted to escape this insane dance. Drowning in memories I can't escape. Every second is a war inside me, I feel broken, lost in time, Losing my fucking mind, On the edge, I don't know where I'll end up. The days go by like ghosts, I'm screaming, but no one can hear me, I'm losing control and I don't know how to get out. I keep going, but it feels like I'm standing still, I try to find myself, but all I see are ashes,