Not easy to stay but harder to leave Can’t find the pieces you took from me Congratulations You found another place for your hatred You’ve been like this for ages and ages You’re shameless, you’re shameless I was so tired, I was so scared Burnt out to ashes, smoke in the air You should have loved me, You should have cared Stuck at the bottom, why weren’t you there? Why Why weren’t you there I was so tired, I was so scared Burnt out to ashes, smoke in the air You should have loved me, You should have cared Stuck at the bottom, you put me there I won’t let your attitude define me I won't let the rage build inside of me But now I am letting go finally Can you see the person I’m trying to be Laying in bed as you drown in the hurt While you let the room around you burn You fell asleep, we could've died I grabbed the wheel, I saved your life You gave me mine, I wonder why You only care bout tryna get high I was so tired, I was so scared Burnt out to ashes, smoke in the air You should have loved me, you wouldn't still When your dad doesn’t love you, who the fuck will? Who the fuck will? Who the fuck will? I don't deserve to live with all this guilt You should have loved me, you wouldn't still Dad doesn’t love me, so nobody will Please change, please change You can't stay this way