[00:01.764]Stuck in my own bed
[00:04.025]Trapped in these cardboard walls
[00:06.774]I see all these faces
[00:08.995]And they don't see me at all
[00:11.786]I miss the old days
[00:14.132]Where time didn't disappear
[00:16.911]We talked about our future
[00:18.901]And how we'd get out of here
[00:21.011]Sick of feeling like I'm dead
[00:23.055]Sick of fighting my eyelids
[00:25.539]Sick of hearing these sirens
[00:27.927]All I want is some silence
[00:30.496]Shh
[00:31.096]If I'm the life of the party
[00:34.616]Why do I stay home
[00:37.139]Why do I stay home
[00:41.085]If everyone says they love me
[00:44.376]Why do I feel low
[00:47.170]As dead as my phone
[00:50.841]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
[00:52.942]Don't wanna lie here in this hell
[00:56.039]I don't wanna try don't wanna try
[00:57.954]Don't wanna try all by myself
[01:00.713]Cuz
[01:01.203]If I'm the life of the party
[01:04.947]Why do I stay home
[01:07.218]Why do I stay home
[01:11.747]I'm ghost of my hometown
[01:14.240]Where everything stayed the same
[01:16.753]Was king of the playground
[01:18.902]But now I just waste my days
[01:21.644]Worried about income
[01:24.334]When eveyone seems so paid
[01:26.703]Is this the outcome
[01:29.313]Of not trying to act my age
[01:31.042]Sick of feeling like I'm dead
[01:32.901]Sick of fighting my eyelids
[01:35.396]Sick of hearing these sirens
[01:38.026]All I want is some silence
[01:40.290]Shh
[01:41.023]If I'm the life of the party
[01:44.487]Why do I stay home
[01:46.871]Why do I stay home
[01:51.200]If everyone says they love me
[01:54.623]Why do I feel low
[01:57.127]As dead as my phone
[02:00.962]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
[02:02.986]Don't wanna lie here in this hell
[02:05.984]I don't wanna try don't wanna try
[02:08.003]Don't wanna try all by myself
[02:10.536]Cuz
[02:11.105]If I'm the life of the party
[02:14.537]Why do I stay home
[02:16.936]Why do I stay home
[02:21.106]Gloomy I'mma live my life
[02:23.425]Feeling gloomy
[02:24.847]It's better than feeling
[02:26.279]Nothing at all nothing at all
[02:28.623]Nothing at all nothing at all
[02:31.638]Gloomy I'mma live my life
[02:33.998]Feeling gloomy
[02:35.403]It's better than feeling
[02:36.917]Nothing at all nothing at all
[02:39.444]Nothing at all nothing at all
[02:44.702]If I'm the life of the party
[02:48.265]Why do I stay home
[02:50.620]Why do I stay home
[02:54.717]If eveyone says they love me
[02:58.115]Why do I feel low
[03:00.754]As dead as my phone
[03:05.028]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie
[03:06.563]Don't wanna lie here in this hell
[03:09.540]I don't wanna try don't wanna try
[03:11.556]Don't wanna try all by myself
[03:14.003]Cuz
[03:14.617]If I'm the life of the party
[03:17.948]Why do I stay home
[03:20.555]Why do I stay home