[00:06.82]Come on
[00:22.06]it starts to tear me down
[00:23.73]destroyed by what I create
[00:25.05]it left the nerve exposed
[00:27.32]feels like a lost cause
[00:29.04]frustration's all I have left
[00:30.67]it's what reduced me to this
[00:32.50]turned me against myself
[00:34.24]it's still a lost cause
[00:36.27]I can't keep doing this to myself
[00:42.73]but it's the only way to forget who I am
[00:50.77]
[00:57.04]your disability
[00:58.80]kept pushing me away
[01:00.49]it went beneath what's so real to me
[01:02.99]and threw it all away
[01:04.15]I underestimated
[01:05.76]the lengths that you would have gone
[01:07.70]to deny who you are
[01:09.37]you threw it all away
[01:10.84]I will keep doing this to myself
[01:17.87]cause it's the only way to forget who I am
[01:25.79]
[01:26.48]I never wanted your help
[01:28.45]I never needed your help
[01:30.28]this failure has to be all mine all mine now
[01:33.64]i'll turn my back on myself
[01:35.47]if it's my only way out
[01:37.25]it can only help me if it hurts
[01:42.19]
[01:54.91]I won't give into, I won't give into...
[02:08.80]I won't become one with your lies
[02:17.39]
[02:17.65]I never wanted your help
[02:19.31]I never needed your help
[02:21.20]this failure has to be all mine all mine now
[02:24.62]i'll turn my back on myself
[02:26.38]if it's my only way out
[02:28.37]i'm too tired to feel anything anyway
[02:33.12]
[02:38.36]WHY...
[02:45.37]
[02:45.56]I will keep doing this to myself
[02:52.43]cause it's the only way to forget who I am
[03:01.51]I never wanted your help
[03:03.20]I never needed your help
[03:05.00]this failure has to be all mine all mine now
[03:08.42]i'll turn my back on myself
[03:10.18]if it's my only way out
[03:12.05]i'm too tired to feel anything anyway
[03:21.91][03:15.29]I have become one with your lies